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Awesome that you´re open for cosplay advice! This might help others or others might have other solutions so no need to answer privatly.
I´m currently working on the Mystic Armor set from Tears of the Kingdom and I have almost everything figured out but one sleeve which is giving me headaches. Specifically the one on his upper left arm underneath the shoulder armor. It’s connecting to something underneath the undershirt or the undershirt itself and is a cutout with 3D elements. I thought about doing a stretch mesh base and adding embroidery or beading to it but that probably wouldn’t work bc that doesn’t stretch and doing it probably wouldn’t feel great bc it goes over the armpit too. Doing stretch applique wouldn’t give me the 3D effect and I’m generally not a big fan of it. So maybe you have any other ideas I could look into?
Hello there!
I know you don't want to do applique but I would personally do it as stretch applique on mesh and pad it out for the 3D effect. Cord elastic underneath the applique would create the effect of the lines quite nicely. I would then cut the mesh so the little dangly bits can actually dangle and not be backed by mesh.
If you went with embroidery, it would be tough, but you might be able to do it with a stretch thread.
You can also get away with having it not as stretchy by making the fit looser -- it doesn't seem to conform to Link's arm, so having it loose at least around the bicep would open up a LOT of options. You can also fudge it a little by using mesh and stretch fabrics for the body of the shirt, and then having it loose and covering another material (like cording, EVA foam, plastics, etc.) with your stretch fabric for the part below the armor strap on the bicep. That would prevent the discomfort issues, and the part that is most visible would be the technique you REALLY want and the rest that is stretch applique or whatever else for comfort is mostly hidden.
Another option: make the shirt out of pleather and just have actual cutouts. Depending on the type of pleather you use you might need to stabilize the backside to prevent it from stretching out from the weight, but since it doesn't fray, you can just. Cut out the shapes. and not have to worry about it. It would also be flexible enough to wear over areas like your shoulder that see a lot of movement. You can even combine this with some padding for dimension.
Yet another option since you mentioned beading: Do whatever fabric underneath, and bead with clear stretch thread. This would allow for the garment to stretch, and would still get your beaded look. It won't stretch a LOT and you'll need to be careful to use stitches that stretch a bit, but it would stretch between the beads and give you that beaded look still. Use a fabric of the same color as the beads underneath so when it does stretch, you don't notice the gaps as much.
Cursed option: make the fit loose and do macramé
I know that's a lot of options and not really a solid answer, but since that's all up to your taste, I hope it still helps! I would personally do either padded stretch applique on skin tone mesh or the pleather look, or even a combination.
#bodyguard-of-the-galaxy#link#the legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#mystic armor#fabrickind gives solicited advice#helpful things#sorry this took a while#i was busy having migraines
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bad days are meant to be shared - st fic
Written for Day 10 of @steddieangstyaugust - prompt: "Where were you?" - word count: 3.7k - cw: some cussing, mentions of nausea but no vomiting (Steve Harrington centric, but Eddie saves the day)
enjoy! 💛
Working at Family Video is fine. It really is. It can be mindless but Steve doesn’t mind it, or at least he doesn’t mind when he wakes up feeling refreshed. Instead he got to wake up feeling groggy, a heaviness settling in his head that he knows can turn into a migraine if he isn’t careful. His heartbeat is already pulsing through his body but he figures the medicine he took this morning with his coffee should hold off the worst of it until Robin comes in. She’ll be able to talk to the customers and he can just focus on restocking the shelves and rewinding tapes. He’s just got to make it until 2. Only one hour to go until she walks in and so far it’s been pretty quiet for a Friday. Only one more hour and then he won’t have to answer the phone when it rings or-
Speaking of the phone, it starts to ring and he sighs. He wishes he didn’t have to answer, but would rather answer than listen to it continue to ring – acting like an ice pick to his brain.
“Thank you for calling Family Video, how can I help you?”
“Steve! Hey!” Robin’s out of breath on the other end of the line and Steve can picture her wrestling jeans on while talking on the phone. “Can you do me a huuuuge favor? Can you please please cover for me today? Chrissy invited me out to the lake for a picnic!”
He knows he’s going to regret it, especially with how his head already feels, but he also knows she’s covered for him before. Plus, he’s been dying to tell her ‘I told you so’ about the whole Chrissy Situation (TM), since Robin refuses to believe the other girl likes her. Steve’s seen cheerleaders flirt, he knows what it means that Chrissy always finds a way to touch Robin in some way. Examples include bumping shoulders while they walk all the way to brushing Robin’s hair behind her ears – Steve swears she’s hopeless. The girl can figure out Russian in no time, but a girl flirting with her? Might as well be the nuclear codes. Though he thinks Robin could figure that out faster.
“Yeah, Robs. ‘Course I can.” His voice comes out more gruff than he intended, but the light from the front window is just hitting his eyes worse than it was before. The echo of his pounding heartbeat intensifies. There’s a small pause on the other end of the phone, damn Robin and her ability to read him. “Someone’s about to walk in – talk later?”
“Sure, but Ste-” He hangs up. No one’s walking up to the store but Steve stands behind the register for a moment regardless. He crosses his arms on the counter in front of him and leans against them for a couple breaths. Now he’s got four hours to go before he can leave and no one to cover for him if this headache does become a migraine. Hopefully Hawkins will decide to go to the actual movie theater in town rather than coming in for a rental. Four hours until he gets to go home. Where he planned on cooking dinner for Eddie tonight, shit. His head throbs at the idea. No, it’ll be fine. He’ll make it through his shift, make dinner for Eddie, call Robin to ask about her date, clean up dinner, and then go to bed. Imagining his and Eddie’s bed, soft sheets and fluffy pillows gives him some hope; imagining Eddie’s arms around him when he falls asleep brings a small smile to his face.
The bell attached to the front door rings and he sighs before standing straight, his customer service smile already painted on his face when he realizes it’s Dustin that’s walked through the door. As always, his curls are wild under his cap, and he’s wearing his green ‘Camp Know Where’ shirt.
“Steve! Get this! So was messing around with my mom’s radio to see what parts I could use to make my own phonograph -” And the pulsing is back. Steve knows as long as he keeps on nodding every so often and places a couple ‘oh really?’s in there Dustin will carry this whole conversation on his own. Dustin’s mom is a saint, but Steve knows that sometimes her suggestions for ‘Dusty’ to get some air is to give her some time alone in the house. Which usually leads him to wherever Steve is or the rest of the Party – Steve seems to be the lucky winner today.
A family makes their way into the store, Mrs. Dawson and her two boys. Steve doesn’t remember their names but he eyes them as they race off to the cartoon section of the shelves. Mrs. Dawson sets down a couple movies in front of him on the counter, a grimace on her face. Her lipstick is a bright pink that almost hurts to look at.
“Let me just pull up your account to get this squared away. Did you need help finding anything today?” His voice sounds plastic even to him, and distantly he can hear Dustin still talking about the pieces of the camcorder. What the hell is a beam splitter? Anyway – Amelia Dawson’s record shows the two movies on the counter, she’s turning them in on the last day before late fees but that’s fine. He checks that she’s returned them and goes to grab the cases (Robin Hood and Pete’s Dragon smile up at him from their plastic covers); now that he has his hands on them – are very sticky. Like dipped in caramel sticky. Luckily Mrs. Dawson’s attention is back on her boys who have decided to try and play tag in the aisles, uncaring of their elbows catching on movies at the end of shelves and leaving them to clatter on the floor. Steve fights a gag at the feeling and scoots the movies to the side of the counter, he can rewind them later.
“So as I was saying, now I just have to get a couple of parts from Radio Shack and I should be able to record my own waves and see what they look like. If I can do that, then-” Steve tunes him out again, nodding along like he has any idea about what Dustin is talking about. Why does he need to see how words sound?
“Boys, come on now, we don’t want to keep daddy waiting – let’s go. Time for a late lunch.” Luckily, the twins – who he finally remembers are Michael and Matthew – take off towards the door at their mom’s words. Pushing at each other to see who’s going to get there first. The cardboard cut out for the month, Sigourney Weaver’s character from Aliens, falls to the floor in their wake but at least the store is noticeably quieter without them. Dustin asks to use the bathroom and Steve just nods as he rounds the counter. The movies that fell earlier get placed on the shelf and he makes a mental note to move them to the right places before he leaves today. He’s standing the cutout back up when he gets hit with a wave of nausea. He closes his eyes and slowly inhales, knows if he pukes now the rest of his shift will be absolute hell. With his eyes closed it’s a lot easier to hone in on the sounds of the fluorescent lights. Normally it’s a gentle buzz in the background, but today the lights seem to be doing their best impression of a drum line that just won’t quit. The nausea lessens and Steve glances at his watch. Just three hours left to go.
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“Steve, what do you think?” Hazel eyes blink and Dustin comes into focus again, his eyes expectant. Steve knows he’s waiting for an answer to something but he genuinely has no idea what was just asked of him. Dustin’s eyebrows furrow slightly as the silence continues. Steve’s head is still throbbing and he can feel his heartbeat all the way down to his fingers.
“What did you say?”
Dustin huffs, rolling his eyes before repeating(?) his question. “I said, do you think that we can record the sound of silence as a sound wave? Because when it’s quiet your ears can make that ringing noise, do you think it’s quantifiable? And if it is, do you think there’s some kind of link to that sound to the part of the ear that is affected by deafness?”
Steve knows all of those words individually, but thinking of them in a sequence that makes sense to him right now is not happening. He even knows what Dustin means by the ringing noise, but he didn’t realize other people heard that too – thought that was just a him thing. Dustin must be able to tell he doesn’t have an answer because he crosses his arms.
“Do you even listen to me when I’m talking?” Steve shouldn’t, especially with how riled up Dustin already appears to be, but he tunes him out again. Choosing instead to focus on the man walking through the door behind his friend.
“Welcome to Family Video!”
Distantly Steve wonders if Robin and Chrissy are having a good time at the lake, it’s been a sunny day. Probably hot enough to swim honestly. He feels bad for thinking it, but he hopes that Eddie’s bandmates are gone by the time he gets home. Normally he’d be fine with them at the apartment since they help bring out the best in Eddie, but he knows that they can also get pretty loud, especially if they’re messing with their instruments. He still needs to reorganize the shelves and rewind a couple films before the end of his shift. The thought of dinner makes his stomach turn and he wishes he could just go to bed once he gets home. But tonight’s his turn to cook, him and Eddie switching off days to make sure no one’s cooking all of the time.
“Excuse me?” A hand snaps in front of his face, bringing his attention to Mr. Jameson’s annoyed face. “Can you check me out or not? I don’t see anyone else here.” His words bite and Steve silently nods. Glancing at the title before looking up his name in the system. The screen is blurry and all the words look like one long dark line across the screen.
“Sorry, sir. Your total is-” before Steve could finish a five dollar bill was placed on the counter. “Okay, your change is $3.50. Here you-”
“No, you owe me four dollars back. Not $3.50. This is why I normally have that girl check me out. You’d think you’d know how much to charge by now.”
“No sir, it’s 50 cents per day, and typical rental time is three days. So that’s $1.50 which makes your change $3.50.” The change sits in Steve’s hand, two quarters pinched between his index finger and thumb. Mr. Jameson stares him down, eyes filled with anger, and Steve’s over it. Whatever, he’s got 5o cents in his car that he can put in the drawer to make it balanced later. He pops open the drawer and pulls out another dollar, dropping the quarters back into their slot. Four dollar bills are snatched from his hand and Mr. Jameson grunts before stomping out the door.
“Steve? What the hell? You’re just going to let him talk to you like that?” Dustin’s voice is shrill when he talks, getting higher near the end, and Steve just breaks.
“Please shut up.” Dustin’s mouth closes with a snap, a look of hurt on his face. Steve wants to say more, explain that having his eyes opens hurts and that he can’t be bothered with customers who don’t know how to be decent; can’t be bothered with remembering what parts of the radio and camcorder and VCR player Dustin took apart for his personal project. He wants to explain that he really needs to put a cold compress on his head and lay down in the pitch black silence of his room for a few hours to be human again.
None of this makes its way out of his tense jaw though and Dustin must decide he’s done with Steve for the day because he says nothing before turning and making his way towards the door. Fuck.
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The last two hours of Steve’s shift passes in a blur. Someone tries to call the phone and instead of answering he covers his ears until the ringing stops and then unhooks it from the receiver. A couple of girls try fluttering their eyes at him to see what his weekend plans are but all he can think about is how he’s going to get through dinner with Eddie, and they finally leave with a disappointed glance at each other.
Finally, he’s able to turn the open sign around – and then he remembers he never organized the movies from earlier. He fixes the shelves by dwindling sunlight, having shut off the overhead lights as soon as he could. It takes him about 30 minutes to fix it all, pausing every so often to just stand with his eyes closed. The words have lost their meanings and he hopes that basing his sorting off of the cover pictures is good enough.
Sitting in his car is the most relief Steve’s gotten all day. Eyes closed behind sunglasses he had clipped on his visor and the engine off he takes the time to breathe; the nausea has been coming and going on its own in waves and he almost wishes he could just go to sleep in his car. Getting back to the apartment is only possible through muscle memory and the knowledge that dinner still has to be made. He waits another few minutes in the car, trying to decide if any of the cars outside are of the band’s, or if he’s officially got Eddie all to himself. For the first time today he feels lucky when he doesn’t see Jeff’s car.
Living on the second floor has its benefits, like not having upstairs neighbors and getting lots of natural sunlight for the apartment. It also has its downsides, like carrying heavy groceries in the heat and getting up to their door in one piece when a migraine has him by the throat. Even his key turning in the lock makes him cringe, clenching his teeth together as he steps in. It’s quiet in the apartment, a certain stillness in the air that Steve appreciates. He toes off his shoes, setting his keys in the little ceramic bowl El gifted him and Eddie when they moved, and then bends to straighten his shoes to the wall. Bending does not help his nausea and he swallows down a gag.
“Stevie, honey? You make it home?” Eddie rounds the corner, a grin already on his face. His hair rests on his shoulders, frizzy curls around his head like a halo. Steve musters a small smile at Eddie, closing the distance between them with a few steps. The shirt Eddie’s wearing is well worn, old enough now that the words on the front have faded into the black around them and the collar is stretched out enough that Steve can almost see the top of a spider’s leg.
“Hey, hungry?” Normally Steve matches Eddie’s energy as best he can, but he can already feel his energy draining again. Should’ve sat in the car for a little while longer. He presses a quick kiss to Eddie’s cheek and continues his path to the kitchen.
“You read my mind. You okay with cooking while I finish up some stuff before dinner? I promise you’ll have me all to yourself once food is ready. Just have some chords to figure out after talking with Gareth about some timing stuff.” Steve hopes Eddie’s looking when he nods because all of the movement from the stairs has caught up to him and he doesn’t think he has it in him to speak right now.
Alone in the kitchen Steve just breathes. Almost done. Just have to brown the meat, toss it into some sauce and make the noodles. Easy.
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All of the ingredients are sitting on the counter when Steve finally loses the battle with his nausea and darts to the bathroom. He keeps the lights off, more focused on kneeling on the tile and trying to breathe through his gagging. A few minutes go by and he’s able to take a full breath in – just sitting down has taken the edge off. The darkness of the bathroom is more than welcome, he just wishes he wasn’t crouched over in his jeans still. Soft footsteps sound from the hallway heading towards the kitchen, guess Eddie finished his stuff.
“Stevie? Where’d you go?” As much as he’d love to answer, the effort it would take to yell for Eddie isn’t worth it right now so instead Steve leans against the tub, coolness spreading across his back. Another moment passes and Eddie rounds the corner to the bathroom, confusion on his face.
“You okay, sweetheart?”
Three words and the dam holding Steve together just, breaks. His head pounds worse when the tears start but he can’t stop now that he’s started. Today sucked. And now his night’s going just as poorly. Can’t even get dinner made. Eddie’s still looking at him but he can’t make out his expression through the tears blurring his vision.
“Okay, alright, come here.” And then Eddie’s kneeling on the ground, arms outstretched for Steve to lean in to. As soon as he leans in, he’s crumpling into Eddie’s arms.
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Steve’s not sure how long they sit there, him crying into Eddie’s shirt, but the collar is nice and damp by the time he pulls away.Disgusting.
“As much as I love this surprise cuddle session, wanna tell me what’s going on?” He knows Eddie doesn’t mean to, but the sound of his boyfriend’s voice almost seems to echo in the bathroom. Steve shakes his head and whines, tries to burrow further into Eddie – done with pretending. His head hurts and his whole body feels heavy like concrete. Right now the best thing in the world is having his eyes shut, head tucked into Eddie’s neck, and having his back rubbed. Without an answer though, Eddie leans back, staring at Steve hard like he’s going to hear the answer if he thinks at Steve hard enough.
“Head.” Just one word takes a herculean effort and Steve watches as recognition lights in Eddie’s eyes. Finally. And then Steve blinks long and slow.
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When Steve cracks his eyes open again he’s greeted by the wall of his and Eddie’s bedroom instead of the white of the bathroom. His head is still pounding but at least it’s dark in here, the curtains are drawn and he has a feeling even if they were open only the moon would greet him. He knows Eddie’s not currently in the room because the air feels still, and distantly he thinks he can hear movement in the kitchen.
Shit, dinner. He was supposed to cook dinner tonight. He hears the small creak of the door opening and he shuts his eyes again – he’s not ready to see or talk to Eddie yet. Embarrassment heats his face remembering how much he cried earlier, not that Eddie hasn’t seen him in worse states. But Steve Harrington taken down by a simple headache? Stupid. Can’t even contribute to the house like Eddie. Can’t keep up with Dustin when he talks. Can’t be happy for his best friend when she lands a date.
“Hey, baby. Gotta wake up, I want you to take some medicine and drink some water.” A gentle hand is on Steve’s calf, rubbing slightly to ‘wake’ him. He burrows deeper into the blankets instead of rolling over.
“Baby…” And now Eddie just sounds disheartened, another person Steve needs to apologize to. Eddie first, for crying for no reason. Then Dustin for not listening to his rant. Then Robin for not being more excited for her. “Medicine and then water, then you can sleep some more. Come on.”
“I’m sorry.” Steve rolls over, tugging the blanket with him . He’s miserable and can’t think of anything better than sleep. Tomorrow he can make it up to Eddie; make him breakfast, do the laundry, make a grocery list, ask him how handing out with the guys went, check in about -
“-vie, I need you to focus for just a couple minutes. Where do you keep going? Get out of that head of yours, can’t imagine it’s helping your migraine.” The words are whispered and Steve blinks at Eddie. Brown eyes meet his and he manages a small smile.
“Sorry.”
“No need for all that. If you’d listened the first time you’d know I don’t mind. I love getting to take care of you. I love you. Stop worrying about whatever it is, there’s nothing you need to make up for – so no more apologies.” Eddie’s so earnest when he talks, a smile on his face causing small dimples to form. He’s holding a glass of water in one hand and a couple of pills in the other, but it’s the damp washcloth Steve can see draped on his wrist that brings a tear to his eye. Doesn’t matter if Eddie never said those three words again, his actions say them enough. Damp wash cloths when Steve’s head hurts, standing up for Steve when one of the kid’s decides they don’t want to explain a reference they make, or even when he flashes him a knowing smile behind Robin’s head when she’s talking about Chrissy. He’s full of love, and no matter how much Steve might feel like he’s messed up – he knows Eddie’s got enough love for him too.
“Hey, why are we crying? Sit up and take these.” With a small sniffle Steve nods, sits up, and takes the medicine. The washcloth is cool on his skin where Eddie rests it, letting him burrow back into the blankets – and the last thing he feels is a gentle kiss to his cheek before sleep takes him again.
#everyone say thank you to a new friend helping me with this idea and looking this over for me 💛#steve harrington#Steve harrington has migraines#I just gave him the same migraines I have#eddie munson#is a sweetheart#don't worry guys#robin and Chrissy had a great picnic date and Chrissy def kissed her finally#robin tells Steve all about it on Sunday bc he DEF does not go to work on Saturday#too busy cuddling with eddie#ANYWAY#steddieangstyaugust#hurt/comfort#stranger things#speaking Saturday#valentine writes
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if it's the student's stundent's AU, and anko is teaching sasuke, I assume shizune is teaching sakura. but who's a student of jiraiya to tech naruto? Nagato? Konan? Jiraiya's kinda out of students...
Heheheh Yes exactly! 💖
#ask ffrogs#i have a fucking migraine so i cant start w sakura yet#but she just asks shizune thinking#ah no the hokage would be too busy to teach a random genin so#and naruto is a bit more complicated but he gets there#there aka amegakure lol
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Thinking about making my city council dread my existence after getting a lie-thru-the-teeth republican city rep re-election mailer
"Fentanyl from China is coming in through our unprotected southern border and I, a white woman about to insult ESL students and the fact that I don't protect ESL funding in my next paragraph, plan to do nothing but make crazier lies about this. ALSO? Jail for anyone and their poison." (you mean street fentanyl or the kind we use for highly specific and necessary medical cases and involve rx control more strict than we do for morphine?)
FENTANYL from CHINA coming thru our SOUTHERN BORDER? We're in Tennessee. They have better luck mailing it direct. Or making it here. 🤦 lady, you and the bald white men on the other side of this mailer are about to hate your election season
#Creepy chatter#Lie to ME? in MY city? Bitch?#Nandor public forum tv moment#I don't even wanna repeat what she said on ESL (English as a second language) students#ESL is such an important part of public education and ntm the amount of thriving Mexican small businesses in our city#Death by 1000 cuts. Migraine by 1000 phone calls. By me. I work from home. I have infinitely more time for this
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Me, taking my medicine: I wonder if these actually do anything. Me, unable to take a medicine due to a supply issue: I have been a fool, an ungrateful vagabond.
#In this case it was a medicine against my migraines#and I haven't had any major migraine attacks fortunately#but boy howdy have I lived the five or so days right on the cusp of some narsty business#Also I do not recommend you stop taking your meds to see if they do anything#antidepressants in particular will not have a clear change in effect if you're anything like me#the “going cold turkey” symptoms will fuck with you day 1 though make no mistake#I know this for stupid reasons
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Thingamabobs and whatchamacallits
#Monkey Wrench OC#MW OC#Original Character#OC Art#My Scribbles#ISO#Chopper#Spark L#Claw Jaw#I've been busy with commissions and fighting migraines so I don't have much that's new right now :(#So I'll try and post stuff from the last few months!#Little things I've been scribbling#Love these stupid idiots that give me brain worms
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i need manhwa artists to realize that i really like seeing them through their art and i do not want another generic handsomeman art style and start catering to me specifically instead of any broader profitable audience.
#not fandom#actually about to cry bc it makes me so sad#i started getting a migraine halfway through writing this. look what generic handsomemen have done to me#(i am for the record making a tongue-in-cheek statement acknowledging that im being entitled and what people do with their art is none of m#business. there are many reasons someone might choose to change their art style for a production)#(and i usually like seeing peoples art styles change and develop)#(but im heartbroken and petty rn)
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I hate this fucking house so much, why the fuck do you think publicly shaming people is okay
#for context this is about dishes#one of my housemates sent a text in the group chat this morning saying it was ‘appalling’ that people could leave their dishes in the sink#and that we needed to ‘grow up’ and ‘not leave your messes for other people to clean up’#and then sent a picture of a pan that I had used yesterday and said it had been in the sink for days#I’m so sorry you’re a little inconvenienced by my one whole pan that doesn’t even have like food in it#but I had a migraine yesterday and could barely even get up to make myself food so of course I didn’t clean the fucking pan right away#and I was going to do it today but now I feel like I can’t because of the fucking public shaming around dishes that’s happened multiple#times now#like we’re all busy college students dishes might not get done right away and I can acknowledge how that’s annoying but it’s not the end of#the fucking world calm the fuck down#these housemates also suck for other reasons which is great#I don’t want to live here#j rambles
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Heyo! I was looking through your blog n stuff, and found that animation for your work in progress fic “I Won’t Leave You Behind” and I’m wondering if that is still happening? Totally fair and cool if you’re not working on anything right now because of your Reblog game!
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Hey there! Yes it is! I’m doing the Reblog game yes, but I’m still in my Google docs whenever I’m out and about and have some time to do so, even if those times few and far between right now ^^
It’s also been a bit slow because I’ve been going back and making so so so many changes with wording and trying to reframe scenes on what’s important rather than just describing everything needlessly.
But yes I’m still working on it! :)
(More of the Reblog ask game should be out soon too, I would have had it up earlier but a migraine has been stopping me from being able to look at screens ^^;)
#wayward’s asks#I won’t leave you behind#I open the doc a few times a day and edit a few sentences/words/paragraphs or add a bit each time#it’s the battle sequence man#never really written a proper battle before and my first one is having ingo commanding twelve pokemon at one point#;v; it’s been an experience writing that#in a way that actually seems compelling and interesting to read#and I am also working on other fics too#I open whatever is coming to me easiest at the moment#BUT THANK YOU FOR ASKING#just been super busy with a lot of events going on right now#and a migraine that won’t leave me alone ough
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unrelated to sandwich blogging i feel so rough rn. the migraine bro. get it out of my me
#its like it was like hey lets roll all the ones from a month into one. woke up this morning and thought i was improving on day 2 and#now i feel soooooo much worse. rip.#okay i'll go portion out my casserole to freeze and then maybe i'll even go lay down.#i have actual plans tomorrow with my friend who i haven't been able to see in 6 weeks because i've been so busy doing essential#stuff and i do NOT want to have to cancel because of a migraine!!!!!!! :( :( :(
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Haven't played Survivor since Sunday and it has NOTHING to do with the fact that I gotta go back to Jedha.
#star wars jedi: survivor#jedi survivor spoilers#honestly between the migraine and all the fic i gotta write i have been too busy
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Alright the nice garage door guys that fixed our garage last time are coming tomorrow to fix the garage wire (still mad at that skunk)
The pharmacy and my drs office (not yesterdays dr) have the right insurance info. My meds now cost about $9 on average which is fine considering I was expecting to pay $200 for my 10 meds and not $90
Newlady is leaving 🥳
Getting off Medicaid officially at the end of the month and Pumpkin should get here tomorrow
Things had BETTER start turning up now and stay that way or so fucking help me
#marquilla#i mentioned NewLady's leaving bc i have been PRAYING for literally 18 months for god to fix that problem#and this is a list of my current problems being resolved#im glad the prescription thing worked out bc i can afford to pay $90 a month for meds even though it's a lot but on moms insurance it was#like $130 a month at LEAST with my adderal and all that so phew#my insurance is being stupid ab my allergy meds though like stop bothering my fucking doctor you leave that man alone! he is BUSY!!#and ofc they dont want to let me have the fucking abdominal migraine med 😩 like ill stop taking the allergy med if youll give me the other#one okay??? i like not being dizzy all the time! i like not feeling like shit!! i NEED IT the allergy med helps a lot with my allergies but#i like forgot to take it for a month and was completely fine lmao so it's fine#being cautiously optimistic 🔫
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The next chapter of my fic is up! This one took me quite a bit longer than planned. It insisted on being re-written. Earendil finally appears, so we have more characters than just Maglor.
“Eärendil,” the elf tried to struggle away from him. A long-fingered hand fluttered, and Eärendil grasped it, drawing it to his chest. “It’s all right,” he soothed, wondering at this elf’s fear. As he did so, he saw the fingers of the elf’s other hand seemed frozen in a strange half-curl. He frowned, gently straightening the fingers, but they were twisted with scars as if – Burned.
#my writing#my fic#silmarillion#maglor#earendil#this chapter just kept having problems. had to re-write it (which i normally never do). too busy to edit it. then i had a migraine today#while i was trying to do my final editing pass-though. well jokes on you buddy you exist now. no take-bakesies.
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i feel like my headaches have been getting worse :/
#idk if its living a city or just routine changes or WHAT but i do not enjoy this at all#in this one i think it's like cascading from being sick last week to the food poisoning to the migraine and this one is just. idk.#being bad.#Could be weather I don't KNOW but like usually I'm like these are. Fine. Manageable with the tools I have#But honestly if they don't go back to their previous level. I think if this seasons work is as busy as I think it might be#I could struggle and need to deal with them. More seriously#like my current level of avoiding stuff due to trying to avoid headaches i find. Pretty doable#Idk the last few days have been. A challenge. And it's like. I guess really only starting to sink in that.#I probably am going to be dealing with these stupid things for the REST OF MY LIFE like they aren't just going to go away. ....#oh caveat also for fucked up sleep the last couple nights
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I'm actually kind of mad after wearing a knee brace (with patella support!) for 2 days because I just went down for breakfast not wearing it and my kneecap was wobbling loosely in its socket like it's done for years and I could FEEL how wrong it was and just had the biggest "you LIVE like this??!" moment and now i GUESS I am wearing a knee brace every time I go near stairs forever because it turns out it's not ideal if parts of your body have their own plans for every joint movement.
Mobility aids <3
#mad at myself for not even noticing it was weird even though I've known I have the stretchy joints for years now#honestly I need a full like. Scientific observation from behind glass hooked up to machines and doing silly little tasks for science week#please find out what is happening in here#I also got 1 ankle support and out of curiosity slept in it last night#and omg one foot resting upright made me realise how much the other was flat on the bed#when I lay on my back#the same thing that got me diagnosed in the first place#the rheumatologist who'd just told me I don't have cancer because of the bloodwork had me lie down to examine#he took one look at my flat fuck friday feet and like actually yelled in alarm and recoiled#which took some explaining#anyway he poked and prodded me but he already had said 'oh you have hypermobility and it's given you fibro'#this is why specialists also have to keep up with all the other medicines too :P#(i spent a weekend with my medic friend recently and she has Stories oh my god)#(was too busy talking to look at my feet even as I told her I'd dislocated my ankle and knee as we talked XD)#POINT IS I'm very slow to notice things about my condition#I quit chocolate for a year because I worried it was giving me migraines#and was too busy having migraines to notice the chocolate wasn't what gave me migraines
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So many OCs but so little time to draw fjrjrkr well I'll make time...
#nimo's sheeko sheeko time#also not going to class today bc my ass had THREE hours of sleep fuck that noise#yesterday I had four#my body is trying to kill me#this isnt even counting the headaches/migraines and stomach pains I keep getting#and nausea#my body is like: i know you are busy with college and non profit work but have you considered#fucking off this mortal coil through immsense pain? :D#this is why my biggest dream is to Astral project so I can beat the shit out of my body for its constant betrayal lmao
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